Cell group meeting was great today, Chiewy prayed for me and it’s true for me. She shared about me closing up and hardening my heart because i needed to protect myself, and that i got to open up. I don’t know why, I find it hard to do so. I admit, i have been closing up heart again because its just an automatic thing for me to do. I feel that being open makes me vulnerable to things and sometimes i get way too sensitive about things. Others hurt me, especially the ones i love.. I somehow feel that nobody is there to protect me.. i needed to protect myself. Am i being self-centered?